Posted by medievil on December 28, 2006, at 11:10:28
In reply to Re: memantine - phillipa, posted by rovers95 on December 28, 2006, at 3:53:43
memantine or riluzole look very ineresting yes, but i can't afford them right now
the problem with my OCD is, that i DONT wonna treat it on bad days
my obsessions are crazy, if i do something bad on a monday (stupid things, could be everything my ocd doenst agree with) i'm just so obsessed i will have bad luck that week, and that it isnt a perfect weekii'm also in a bad week right now (i have more bad then good ones) and i dont wonna treat my OCD, because i think its bad for my brain if it fights ocd when its there full force!!
thats why i just want something that works right away!! something to keep ocd away untill parnate kills it
because i know if i start parnate, i would stop taking it after 3 days thinking it aint the right time to take it, and not listening to these toughts makes my ocd unbeareble!!
so right now, i'm trying to get my hands on morphine or other opiates, they are reported to kill ocd right away and only needed once a week (tought thats a good thing to prevent addiction)
i need them temp untill paranate storts working, if it ever doesits horrible if OCD keeps you from your treatment!! it even doenst "allow" me to eat healthy, i gotta do it when i'm in a "perfect day"
so right here having lots of anxiety on a rubbisch junk food diet
my obsessions suck, sometimes i wish i just do rituals...
poster:medievil
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