Posted by denise1966 on August 15, 2005, at 5:30:49
In reply to Re: To Mr Scott » denise1966, posted by Mr.Scott on August 14, 2005, at 14:02:25
Thanks so much for the encouragement but I'm feeling soooooo negative today about everything. I'm not afraid to go through with the treatments at all just don't have any motivation whatsoever to do anything.
I really need to get back on some kind of medication, my plan before was to go on Nardil for a month and then switch to the Seroxat in the hope that the Seroxat would somehow start to work again even just a bit.
Now I'm taking nothing and am starting to feel more and more desperate.
What I want to do now is get back on medication and then maybe in a years time think about having ECT again when I'm feeling better than I am now hopefully.
It's not the stigma of ECT I mind or even the thought of having it because at least I know now that it's not that bad it's just I have to get on to some medication somehow.