Posted by denise1966 on August 14, 2005, at 8:04:19
In reply to Re: Had my first ECT and don't know what to do next, posted by linkadge on August 13, 2005, at 23:36:59
Thanks Linkadge, although my brain does feel pretty much intact.
It wastn't as scarey as I thought although I made sure they only gave me unilateral. The ECT nurse was trying to get me to have Bilateral! and then she started saying something about some people going gaga after having it which really frightened me.
Fortunately I had a really sweet girl accompanying me to the hospital, we both looked at each other after the ECT nurse said the bit about going gaga and the girl asked the nurse to expand on the gaga bit.
Anyway, don't think I'm gaga, just feel very flat today and still not sure what avenue to pursue next. Whether to carry on with the ECT Treatments or try my Nardil to Seroxat plan.
Sometimes I think (as I'm sure many others on this board do) I'm gonna spend my whole life chasing a feeling I'm not even sure is possible anymore.