Posted by StressedandDepressed on July 12, 2005, at 10:55:45
In reply to Re: i can't get myself to do anything., posted by iforgotmypassword on July 8, 2005, at 6:08:51
Hi there.... It's sad because I know how you feel. I can't get myself to do anything either. After droping out of college, I started using drugs and alcohol hardcore. Now I am all messed up and I never feel good. People say that I am just a hypocondriac but I promise you, I always either feel depressed or sick, etc. I am 24 years old and still live with my mom! Now talk about a loser. From reading through your posts, I see that you are really really smart. Your grammar, etc... is really good. So don't think that you are stupid. You are trying to get help, thats a smart thing! I felt like giving up so many times, and I still do sometimes now but the thing that stops me is what my mom tells me everyday. "Life is tough now a days, very hard". Surviving in todays world is tough. I live in Miami and the people down here are MEAN and cruel. I got picked on my whole 12 years living here. "Freckle Face, cracker, etc". I started using drugs to fit in with all the other losers out here. Now I am paying the price. I am sure if we just find the right medication and surround ourselves around positive people, we will one day feel better!! Just keep that hope. Today is my mom's b-day and I have no motivation to do anything for her. I don't feel good ofcourse but I am going to get off my *ss and take her to the Hard Rock for lunch and TRY to be happy and think positive. I am happy that we have this forum, it is so comforting to hear other peoples stories and get advice from people who have been there. Good luck to you and keep on posting. Writing down your feelings and problems always helps releive some stress.
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