Posted by MB on June 2, 2003, at 18:02:22
In reply to MB - Stop blaming yourself, posted by BekkaH on June 2, 2003, at 1:00:04
Wow. You can be my therapist from now on (no, I wouldn't wish that on anyone, lol). There was truth in what you said--truth that I once knew, but suppressed in my state of depressive self-loathing. I don't know why, but reading your post made me feel a lot better. Thanks. It's not my fault that their drugs only work halfway and that they make me feel icky. I could read books until the cows come home, and it's stillnot my fault if something makes me sick or if something only brings me part way out of the pit. The only reason I did the research in the first place was because their methods were unsatisfactory...I felt like I had to take things into my own hands.
MB
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