Posted by LyndaK on February 27, 2003, at 22:08:02
In reply to Re: Cubbybear; You O.K.?, posted by cubbybear on February 27, 2003, at 4:31:04
Dear Steve,
I was going to respond to each little piece of your post like I usually do, but then I decided not, because it all comes down to this -- you are SO depressed right now that you cannot make good decisions based on how you FEEL. In my opinion, you should just do what your mother tells you to do (for now). I applaude her efforts and believe she is doing everything she can to help you. The one thing she can't do is make you get on that plane (though I doubt that statement even as I say it -- she could probably figure out a way on that one as well!)
If you can walk, you can get on that plane -- that's all it takes.
If dealing with luggage is too much, then just take your paperwork and yourself.
Don't think about it.
It doesn't matter how you FEEL about it because that's all part of the problem right now.
JUST DO IT.I hope I'm not sounding too harsh.
I do mean to be direct.>
> Assuming I get up that last ounce of courage and get on the plane and make it there, I feel I have a moral obligation to let you know I've done it.Don't put any pressure on yourself. When I don't hear from you, I'll assume that you've made it, and will wait until you're "up and running" again.
But we'll keep posting until it comes down to the wire. . .
Yes. We'll do that.
> Oh, how I need God's help with this. I prayed last night, and said, "God, where are You? Please stop hiding from me.Come out and show me your face, show me that you won't let me suffer so much any more."I know you can't see Him or feel Him, but I assure you, He's there.
So I keep on praying for a positive outcome,although I feel imminent doom all around me.
Again, those feelings are part of the bigger problem. When the problem receives the proper treatment, those horrible feelings will begin to subside.
Trust me.> Sorry to have to lay all this on you.
> But you said you would be here for me and I must cry so hard on your shoulder.
> SteveAll I want is for you to feel GOOD again.
Get on that plane.
PROMISE.2 1/2 MORE DAYS . . .
and counting!
Lynda
poster:LyndaK
thread:200603
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