Posted by nhg on February 4, 2003, at 21:51:12
In reply to Re: In the depths of depression--please help, posted by deli on February 3, 2003, at 6:14:38
I can relate to your whole story about San Diego. Sometimes when I think I'm supposed to be happy, that makes me get the saddest. Something like the stupid roses. Some days I am just sad that I'm sad - it sounds so ridiculous. But I'll sit here and think, rationally, my life is alright, but I just can't enjoy it. And I think someday I'll look back on all of the time in my life I wasted on being sad, but I still can't seem to do anything about it - it's frustrating.
And I cried all the way home on a plane once too just because I felt like my life was so hopeless. I felt like an idiot, but I just couldn't stop.
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