Posted by Mr. Scott on July 8, 2002, at 15:54:29
In reply to Mr. Scott, posted by EmilyAnn on July 6, 2002, at 19:45:35
No Offense at all! I do clearly have a drug and alcohol problem. I just spent $800 in three days (4th,5th,6th) on cocaine and alcohol. I would get so paranoid I was convinced for sure that the police were in my house and I'd hide in the bathroom. I had one seizure as well from the excessive cocaine. I fell into the wall and temporarily passed out. I could hear the people below me speculating as to what was going on upstairs, or so I thought anyways. It seems so overwhelming, and my current doctor doesn't see this, because by the time I see him I'm fine and all put together and too embarrassed to let him know...
I'm fucked...I can see no way out of this that isn't going to be very painful or embarrassing and potentially risky What I have in mind is weight gain from meds which I know makes no sense since I'm I'm already at deaths door..
I don't know what to say except thanks. I'll print all this out and bring to the doctor.
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