Posted by kathy on May 28, 2000, at 23:08:37
I have just been recently divorced and been thinking about suicide every day it isn't even funny. Ihave no one here to care about me and my husband has gone and I have just given up so that is it. I came on line to see how many lorazepam pills I have to take with ethanol to really knock me out. Now isn't that sick. I absolutely have no more hope. I have tried everything. All I have ever wanted was Love.I accidentely found this babble chat area and now see that so many people are thinking about suicide . Iam just scared that it won't work and I'll wake up after many days and find that Iam still here but then it would be worse. I can't do anything. I wish God would help because Iam a good person inside. I hate feeling so desperate and needing someone. You all out say a small prayer for me tomorrow......
poster:kathy
thread:35034
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20000526/msgs/35034.html