Posted by bob on May 11, 2000, at 10:43:11
In reply to Re: Rage and Cutting, posted by Cynthia M on May 11, 2000, at 10:23:09
> I ended up cutting again yesterday, worse than i ever have. My pdoc suggested 50mg seroquel and I took 100mgs and it didn't help. There is sort of a ritualistic essence to cutting but mostly it is a way of dealing with things that i am otherwise unable to deal with. I can't go back in time and change all of the huge mistakes I have made that have lead to the ruin of my childrens lives, specifically my 15 year old daughter. I am not the kind of parent that I wanted to be (June Cleaver) and I feel helpless to fix things to the way they should be. ok i am not making any sense but I know that for a while I will have to hope It stays cool here so that I can contiue to wear long sleeves. Sorry for the babbble- Cyndy
Hey-- Babble means never having to say you're sorry.
If you don't mind me asking, what triggered the cutting for you yesterday?
be well,
bob
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