Posted by anonymous on March 12, 2000, at 20:13:28
I have so much anger. So much anger that I hate the whole world. I hate the whole world because I hate myself so much! I never have liked myself. I always imangine myself as someone different. Like when I see someone on TV or meet someone who I think is pretty and thin and perky I try to become that or act like that person. I want to be that kind of person. I know it is in me somewhere. Can anybody relate to this or have this problem. What do you call this problem and how are you being treated for it? I am taking an antidepressant but seem to becoming more depressed as it makes me realize more how much of a loser I am. Thanks to those respond. I am not suicidal! Just the opposite. I am trying to live. I feel I have missed so much of life's excitement and fun.
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thread:26793
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