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Suicide Act as a DESPERATE Call for Help

Posted by cait on March 19, 1999, at 21:26:04

I have read all of the posts to one person's call for help. I have cried out for help so many times--but my calls in the 1970s were in the form of slitting my wrists, overdosing on street drug (resulted in 2-wk coma), overdosing on valium (stomach pumped) and finally--almost 20-years later-- sitting in my kitchen for HOURS holding my revolver. What stopped me that time? Guilt.

So, yes, getting through a day, then a week, a month, a year CAN give one strength to push aside the Darkness. Yet I know in my heart that if I don't find "MY CURE" I will again enter that Dark Place.

Who out there will try to help me? I cannot go for inpatient treatment, I am addicted to both a stimulant and lorazepam, and I am responsible for the fulltime care of my brain damaged parent.

I am afraid this time around because I HAVE to be the 'caregiver.' But, who cares for me?




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