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Posted by rjlockhart37 on June 18, 2021, at 0:15:15
I'm in galveston right now I'm staying at high end hotel I've noticed much viewing and security things have taken it into mainstreaming. They all know where I am I'm doing see how chuncky I am on surveillance cameras. Not sure what else to write. I'm easy to find and track. I'm forgetful and constantly need AI to help me. Enough I'm on my cell phone right now I'll be back soon
Posted by rjlockhart37 on June 18, 2021, at 0:26:56
In reply to Servallince, posted by rjlockhart37 on June 18, 2021, at 0:15:15
I think appearance can see what people think of you. Like the other day I looked slick and fit and people smiled. But it's appearance if you look cute or strange but I noticed if you look strange more people look at you. When I was young and told my friends or family they always told me I was self conscious. No no when you look strange in public yes many people will look at you. Im.... I'm getting back in shape so hopefully I'll be fit. I hate being stared at and people whispering about me. It's always been a dreaded feeling.
Posted by rjlockhart37 on June 19, 2021, at 22:41:43
In reply to Re: Servallince, posted by rjlockhart37 on June 18, 2021, at 0:26:56
i wrote this on my cell phone when i was at galveston hotel. There were girls there like cheerleading and school district meetings. I was walking down the hall, they all got back and started wispering. I don't know if it's because i looked wierd, have no idea. But i wrote all this on my cellphoone there. Yes survallince is current, i saw how many survallice cameras there were, and thinking i looked wierd, and whoever was watching me throough servallice, well let just hope they had a good vibe, and not say who is this dude. Servallince is everywhere now, one for protection or security, 2nd it shows what people are doing. I think it's mainly security purposes. They can identify who people are.
It's been a emotional ride lately, i've had my alone moments because of breathing problem and not knowing what to do. Vaping is not suppost to damage the lungs, but it has with me. I had the coil, it was not changed for goodness...month or 2. All that toxic s-hit went into my lungs. I do not want to hear bad news. That feeling your the only peron planet feeling and people are like ghosts that can walk right through you and not be able to help. Well, again it's a mindstate, so if you constnatly believe something how it is, then it shall be. I really need to redo my belief system, and mindstate. Instead of thinking helpless, jump in and take chance, it's like something is handicapped. That's why things are they way they are. Wearing your emotions on your sleave, and having emotional vomit on someone to burden them. Yes, youo have to keep going no matter how much pain there is. I don't what else to write, i may regret posting this, like i do with alot my posts. Thank youo for reading, blessed me to you
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Posted by rjlockhart37 on June 19, 2021, at 22:45:56
In reply to Re: Servallince, posted by rjlockhart37 on June 19, 2021, at 22:41:43
learning to inspire people to better, and showing wisdom. Jesus taught to treat your breathen well, to help them in need and not hate, or be like cain in the bible who murdered his brother abel. Cain is linked to darkness, and evil. All his family and decedance since adam and eve have the curse of them from his evilness. So, let's save people, and inspire them to be better
Posted by alexandra_k on June 20, 2021, at 22:58:27
In reply to Re: Servallince, posted by rjlockhart37 on June 19, 2021, at 22:45:56
When I am in a fragile mood and I notice people looking at me then I tend to assume they are judging me badly. When I am feeling better and I've got a smile on my face then I tend to find other people look at me and smile back at me. Some people walk around with faces... Beaming. Friendly. Approachable. I think people call it. I don't usually notice because I don't tend to look at people. Maybe because I am concerned that they will judge me. I don't know. I'm nervous. They're nervous. We both are afraid of each other. Some other people go out into the world like bold toddlers or... Cheerleaders. Yeah. Assuming everyone wants to be their friend.
I just mean to say that often-times what we see in the world is a reflection of what we project out. I also think that most people are quite a bit afraid of most other people. Even the jocks and cheerleaders and business leader types who go about grinning at everyone... They often have their own crap. Sometimes it is about them feeling plastic and about how people don't see them for who they really are and how they don't feel able to show the world how they really are because of all this pressure on them that they feel that they are expected always to beam at everyone constantly...
I just mean that probably people are looking at you, yes. But probably how you feel they judge you -- that is probably not how they judge you. That is probably how you judge yourself.
That being said... I am feeling decidedly pudgey these days. Beer has caught up with me. Beer and potato chips. It is to be expected. There has been quite a lot of beer over the last year, honestly... Time to call it quits. Opportunity cost etc. Steatosis of the liver... Ahem... I'm carrying it around my middle. Organs. Where you don't want to be carrying it. I think it is packing my spine. Apparently I can bloat myself with water for similar effect.... Or beer... Or food. Whatever...
I'm not feeling so good about myself these days so I assume that's how the world sees me.
But in my more reasonable moments I suppose that people are a little afraid of me because they find me a little scary because I'm not smily and reassuring to them. They find me aloof and they think I'm uncaring and judging them harshly and choosing not to be their friend. But I'm more afraid of them than they are of me, honestly. Anyway...
Posted by alexandra_k on June 20, 2021, at 22:59:59
In reply to Re: Servallince, posted by alexandra_k on June 20, 2021, at 22:58:27
Do you have any chunky role models?
I don't mean that you should aim or aspire to be chunky in an unhealthy way... I just mean that is is important to care for and be kind to yourself while you work through whatever... Are there chunky people who you admire for other things? Other qualities? Are there chunky people who you see being liked and respected and so on? I don't know if thinking on that might help...
Posted by rjlockhart37 on June 21, 2021, at 14:56:56
In reply to Re: Servallince, posted by alexandra_k on June 20, 2021, at 22:59:59
i don't really have any chunky role models, there's actors and public figures. I tend ... find qualities that i come up with ideas. Not to follow the world, but make a new path no one has done. I've noticed you know vibes, or vibrations that you have ... they can effect how people see you. It's connected to the universe, your vibration that you give out can attract, repel, or generally how people feel about you. That's why the term 'giving out bad vibes' because it's not so much your appearance, its the vibes you give out. That can be thoughts, mindset, moods, what you think about can create vibes. Like a energy field, your aura.
Posted by rjlockhart37 on June 21, 2021, at 14:58:30
In reply to Re: Servallince, posted by rjlockhart37 on June 21, 2021, at 14:56:56
this is rj currently :
Posted by rjlockhart37 on June 21, 2021, at 15:02:08
In reply to Re: Servallince, posted by rjlockhart37 on June 21, 2021, at 14:58:30
took that picture not long ago, but really i think vibes create how people see you, you can feel it. So, i guess redoing thoughts and belief systems. Sending out smiles, or strange appearance. I've always noticed if you look strange in public, more people look at you. That is no self councious wives tale that you think it's only you, no they will look at person that looks strange. It's vibe and appearance
Posted by rjlockhart37 on June 21, 2021, at 15:14:43
In reply to Re: Servallince, posted by alexandra_k on June 20, 2021, at 22:59:59
role models....what i like about role models is work ethic, being constantly keep going and work. I admire people who, are constaly productive and have a good personality. Work eithic is something....i need to learn, not lazy but constant productivity and charisma
Posted by rjlockhart37 on June 21, 2021, at 16:37:58
In reply to Re: Servallince, posted by rjlockhart37 on June 21, 2021, at 14:58:30
whew....goodness wrote this post almost manic, had coffee this morning was nervous
Posted by alexandra_k on June 22, 2021, at 15:37:03
In reply to Re: Servallince, posted by rjlockhart37 on June 21, 2021, at 16:37:58
aw, hey, you are handsome. you have a pleasant face. people probably are looking at you to see if they can get a smile out of you.
yeah, it's like an aura thing.
people are naturally attracted to people who they feel good around. like... animals... they sort of catch emotional vibe. if one of them it jittery then the others catch the jittery. like... the sense of alarm is contagious.
if a person is furrowed brow and doom and gloom then that projects out. and people feel... wary. so that can be difficult.
Posted by rjlockhart37 on June 26, 2021, at 22:04:23
In reply to Re: Servallince, posted by rjlockhart37 on June 21, 2021, at 14:58:30
alex hey thank you, actually that was me in galveston on the beach, went down there for about 3 days. I got sunburned after that photo, crispt to toaster. I gotta say something, i look ok in the photo but some of stuff i post don't want people to get a diffrent opinion
Posted by rjlockhart37 on June 26, 2021, at 22:06:57
In reply to Re: Servallince, posted by rjlockhart37 on June 26, 2021, at 22:04:23
if i just lost more weight would much better looking. I was chunky munky in that photo
Posted by rjlockhart37 on June 28, 2021, at 17:29:24
In reply to Re: Servallince, posted by alexandra_k on June 22, 2021, at 15:37:03
yeah it's the energy field, vibration something with the law of attraction...im not sure if you've heard of it, it said whatever you focus on the universe pulls similar things to you. I've heard it's a hoax, or trick people thinking if they keep having postive thouoghts the'll win the lottery. I don't know if ... i do know what you focus on, or what you do in thoughts create kinda aura. I've heard of the book power of positive thinking. It does sound nice, but yeah....hoaxing people saying if you only believe...then you'll win the lottery. Don't know what else to say, but yes people have a vibe, animals like you said can sense it.
Posted by rjlockhart37 on June 29, 2021, at 21:01:07
In reply to Re: Servallince, posted by rjlockhart37 on June 28, 2021, at 17:29:24
Ok that's enough sorry about the rant
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