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Posted by Phillipa on September 24, 2006, at 13:16:14
In reply to Re: Time for Maoi--, posted by Jost on September 24, 2006, at 12:59:30
Jost if Greg were home with me I wouldn't be so afraid. I have to take care of the pups. And when he goes to work I go right after him as I'm afraid of being alone. Then once there I'm bored but afraid to leave. I hate myself. See when I was talking a lot with Robert David he used to even call me on the phone from California and talk me through things. He's doing well and may even give it up sometime. Oh well he's not me. See making decisions is the hardest part. And the last time at the pdoc she asked if I wanted the hospital . I said no as the last time there they put in geriatrics and pulled all the benzos out from under me and put me in withdrawal sent me home what a mess. So I can never go into a hospital again. As you can see this is a parmount decision for me. I'm still at 25mg of luvox per the pdoc. So that's two more weeks. Oh why does life have to be so hard? Love Jan
Posted by jaclinhyde on September 24, 2006, at 13:17:54
In reply to Re: Time for Maoi -- Other stuff too. » Phillipa, posted by SLS on September 24, 2006, at 13:00:28
Honestly Phillipa, I would skip Emsam and just go for the big MAOI guns like Nardil, Marplan or Parnate. Emsam doesn't pack the powerful punch that the others do. I am on it now and although I know it is working I wasn't that bad before taking it. I did need something but could get by albeit miserably without it. You however need to start on something that has a proven successful track record for almost everyone who takes it. Like me Phillipa serotonin probably isn't your problem or isn't the only brain chemical that needs tinkering with. There is dopamine and norepinephrine too. An Maoi hits them all. If I were your doctor I would go with Parnate as it is the quickest acting and won't produce any sleepiness like Nardil and Marplan usually do at the beginning. Plus you would have the added bonus of no weight gain (normally) and in fact some weight loss is possible. Don't know if you need that bonus or not.
Sounds to me like you need to get off the SSRI rollercoaster.
I will babblemail now that I have figured out how to change my email address here :-)
Hugs and much love,
Terri
Posted by SLS on September 24, 2006, at 13:26:45
In reply to Re: Time for Maoi -- Other stuff too. » Phillipa, posted by SLS on September 24, 2006, at 13:00:28
After reading what you wrote last, perhaps you can disregard most of my previous post.
I don't want to shove psychotherapy down your throat, but I know it sounds like I am. If you are worried about sexual tension in psychotherapy, find a woman therapist. I don't know, Jan. It is a lot of work. If it is not right for you at this time, then it just isn't.
I know it is hard for you to decide what to do.
Depression and anxiety are contributing to this.
Just know that I care.
Some people are telling you not to do anything that doesn't feel right.
Jost is giving you a gentle nudge.
I don't know what to tell you.
* Definition of insanity:
"Doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results."
Do the Luvox thing or give it up. Work up to 300mg as tolerated for 6 weeks. Don't waste any more time with this thing. Do it or don't do it. If you did it already, move on.
Refresh my memory: How high a dosage did you reach and how long were you at that dosage? How did you feel at that dosage?
- Scott
Posted by linkadge on September 24, 2006, at 14:48:58
In reply to Re: Can't Take it AnyMore !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!He, posted by notfred on September 24, 2006, at 0:02:17
I didn't find the ratings for meds on crazy meds particularly encouraging.
Linkadge
Posted by notfred on September 24, 2006, at 15:00:37
In reply to Re: Can't Take it AnyMore !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!He, posted by linkadge on September 24, 2006, at 14:48:58
> I didn't find the ratings for meds on crazy meds particularly encouraging.
>
> LinkadgeI would not expect you to.
Posted by Phillipa on September 24, 2006, at 15:46:45
In reply to Re: Time for Maoi -- Other stuff too. » Phillipa, posted by SLS on September 24, 2006, at 13:26:45
Scott luvox started the whole thing in a way. My TSH when out of range anxiety requiring 2mg Iv ativan from the pdoc I worked with. So I was hospitalized for the first time. I was doing fine on l0mg of paxil and xanax and the nightly beer. But the pdoc I worked with called my pdoc cause she couldn't believe he let me drink on xanax. So in the hospital when they adjusted my synthroid he said let me try something else. He gave me a first dose of 50mg of luvox. I sat there waiting for side effects . None so the next day 50mg am 50mg pm. When discharged I was on 200mg of luvox still feeling fine. I forgot to add that this was when he put me on choral hydrate and said I couldn't drink anymore. Then he walks up to me shaking his head no and says you don't want to go back to work do you? I stupidly said no. Anyway at home he raised it to 250mg. I was taking it with the 4-6mg of ativan and chloral hydrate at night. I was relaxed and celexa came out and he asked if I go in a trial he needed l0 people I said no. So next time he saw me because I was simply relaxed with arm on the back of the chair he said I was catatonic and needed off luvox and on celexa. Big mistake and this is also when the lymes was found to be chronically active. I felt like s*it. Changed pdocs she started luvox again. She got me up again and for two or three weeks I thought I was hypomania I felt so good. She said no I just didn't know what feeling good was. Then it stopped working that way. Downhill again but not severe axiety was the main problem with it controlled I was fine at home alone. So all the other meds were tried and luvox was the only one I could tolerate and not afraid of. I haven't been on a high dose in 9 years or so. So that's the luvox story. Sorry so long. Love Jan ps he put me on Disability in the hospital.
Posted by SLS on September 24, 2006, at 16:05:30
In reply to Re: Time for Maoi -- Other stuff too. » SLS, posted by Phillipa on September 24, 2006, at 15:46:45
> Scott luvox started the whole thing in a way. My TSH when out of range
What was it?
> I was doing fine on l0mg of paxil and xanax and the nightly beer.
Ok. Let's remember that.
> But the pdoc I worked with called my pdoc cause she couldn't believe he let me drink on xanax.
So, the doctors then proceeded to fix things.
> So in the hospital when they adjusted my synthroid he said let me try something else. He gave me a first dose of 50mg of luvox. I sat there waiting for side effects.
Why did you do that? Most people don't sit in a doctor's office waiting for side effects after taking the first dose. Was this at your request?
> So next time he saw me because I was simply relaxed with arm on the back of the chair he said I was catatonic and needed off luvox and on celexa.
I can't believe this.
> So all the other meds were tried and luvox was the only one I could tolerate and not afraid of.
Why are you afraid of meds?
> I haven't been on a high dose in 9 years or so.
Like I said, either do it now or don't do it at all.
Is it fair to say that you think it is possible that Luvox would work again if the dosage was raised to 300mg?
I guess one of the things you should do is to get your thyroid checked. Are you still taking synthroid?
- Scott
Posted by bassman on September 24, 2006, at 16:49:02
In reply to Re: Time for Maoi -- Other stuff too. » Phillipa, posted by SLS on September 24, 2006, at 16:05:30
My story is so similar. Paxil, Xanax and three nightly beers were the best combo for me ever. I had 3-4 wonderful years with that combo. I woke up every morning just absolutely ready to rock and roll! Then I was Stupid and decided to eliminate the Xanax and everything went to Hell. Since then I think I've learned I need an SSRI plus Xanax for any help...
Posted by Jost on September 24, 2006, at 18:55:23
In reply to Re: Time for Maoi -- Other stuff too., posted by bassman on September 24, 2006, at 16:49:02
Phillipa, Until today, you have said you were very interested in trying Emsam.
You've said this a lot, for the last month or two. And I think you have really meant it.
You've also said that luvox, while it worked well for you at a higher dose in the past, was not something that you could tolerate at therapeutic doses. I'm not sure of the history of the feelings and experiences you've had with luvox. However, more recently, you've said that benzos are the only meds you trust, and that luvox is one that you'd rather stop.
I support your taking Luvox, or Emsam, or any other AD or treatment that you think will help.
But, as Scott says, you need to take a clear direction, follow through, and see what happens.
I would only add that you need to take that direction and fight against all the second-guessing, revising your strategy in midcourse, and lowering the med again with out an adequate trial, only to find yourself stymied, and at a standstill.
Given the timing of these huge doubts, I have to ask: are you undermining yourself here? pulling the support out from under your determination to carry out a decision you've made?
If so, this is a dilemma that has emotional, and psychological underpinings. One that needs to be addressed, so that you can move forward.
Isn't Scott's suggestion of therapy, someone to talk to, to help you sort out your reactions, and your best interests, one that makes sense here? Even if you take Emsam, or take Luvox, there seem to be some issuess from your past that are getting in your way here. One that don't need to.
Jost
Posted by blueberry on September 24, 2006, at 18:59:37
In reply to Can't Take it AnyMore !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Help!!, posted by Phillipa on September 23, 2006, at 21:33:16
So sorry Phillipa! Darn I wish you felt well.
I like the idea of MAOI. But, in the STAR*D research program though, of people who got to the stage where it was time for an maoi only about 20% of them responded. Clinical studies show about 30% to 50% response. I don't know why they are touted so strongly at pbabble. Maybe real world experience is different than clinical experience.
All I can suggest is to look into classes of meds you haven't tried, even if they don't make sense. Actually, especially if they don't make sense. TCAs, stimulants, remeron, antipsychotics, depakote, lithium.
For me, it is ECT at the hospital beginning at 6:00 am. I predict it will either be real good or real bad. But meds have been real bad.
Posted by bassman on September 24, 2006, at 19:32:18
In reply to Re: Can't Take it AnyMore !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Help!! » Phillipa, posted by blueberry on September 24, 2006, at 18:59:37
Good luck, blueberry.
Posted by johnnyj on September 24, 2006, at 19:47:46
In reply to Re: Can't Take it AnyMore! - Time for an MAOI » johnnyj, posted by SLS on September 24, 2006, at 11:07:55
Well said Scott, you made me feel better :)
Hope is what we (I) have to cling to. I always try to remember that at one particular moment when I feel bad that that moment is not indicitive of what or who I am. The next moment quite possibly be better.
I cut my lithium dose about 5 weeks ago (pdoc ok this) and last night I didn't take the 300 mg. Today I had some very good moments. I don't know why but I think the lithium was causing some confusion, numbness, and probably other things. I will take it a day at a time and I hope Phillipa you do the same. You have much to live for and enjoy. You are young!
johnnyj
Posted by Phillipa on September 24, 2006, at 20:01:25
In reply to Re: Time for Maoi -- Other stuff too. » Phillipa, posted by SLS on September 24, 2006, at 16:05:30
Scott yes I've had all sorts of thryroid tests done. At the hospitalization time it was 22. Now it's between l-3 the new reccomentations.
It was night when I was given the first dose of luvox and they had us in recliners for relaxtion time. I waited for side effects cause I always got them. I wasn't in a doctor's office.
Well he did say I was catatonic scared me to death. Meds killed my Mother that's why I fear them. And yes in the hospital the doc proceeded to fix things for himself more than me as he didn't want the pdocs I worked with to think I still drank beer. (Last year he was in the New Bern news for the FBI raiding his office cause he overchaged insurance companies and was doing Ptsd testing on veterans and got them all disability). This was the pdoc the hospital I worked for sent all patients to see I had no choice. At first he was great did psychtherapy and had massage therapists for an hour massage before sessions. And after reading this site with poop out I do wonder if 300mg would work. Do You? Did I leave anything out? Love Jan
Posted by Jost on September 24, 2006, at 20:03:37
In reply to Re: Can't Take it AnyMore !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Help!! » Phillipa, posted by blueberry on September 24, 2006, at 18:59:37
Take care. blueberry.
Hope it goes well,Jost
Posted by Phillipa on September 24, 2006, at 20:04:04
In reply to Re: Time for Maoi -- Other stuff too., posted by bassman on September 24, 2006, at 16:49:02
So you still drink the beer? Love Jan
Posted by SLS on September 24, 2006, at 20:04:21
In reply to Re: Can't Take it AnyMore !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Help!! » Phillipa, posted by blueberry on September 24, 2006, at 18:59:37
Hi Blueberry.
> But, in the STAR*D research program though, of people who got to the stage where it was time for an maoi only about 20% of them responded.
Where can I find these results?
Thanks.
Good luck with your treatment!
- Scott
Posted by bassman on September 24, 2006, at 20:06:21
In reply to Re: Time for Maoi -- Other stuff too. » bassman, posted by Phillipa on September 24, 2006, at 20:04:04
Yes. Wellbutrin, Xanax, Prozac, Klonopin, and beer.
Posted by Phillipa on September 24, 2006, at 20:10:59
In reply to Re: Time for Maoi -- Other stuff too. Phillipa, posted by Jost on September 24, 2006, at 18:55:23
Jost I totally agree. I've tried a lot of therapists that will accept medicaire my only insurance and none want to relive the past. But I feel that to move forward the past has to be left behind and I can think all I want about it but need help in going through each stage. A lot of years. I clicked with one young girl in the ER. Unfortunately she was new to the area too and knew no one and she only works for the hospital. I've had some that only want to talk about religion or their meds. And one believe it or not a man who said Lucky Ducky. Two sessions out of there. And when people say interview a few first where do they get the money? And I've even asked about self=pay and they won't take it. Stupid. Love Jan
Posted by Phillipa on September 24, 2006, at 20:13:23
In reply to Re: Time for Maoi -- Other stuff too., posted by bassman on September 24, 2006, at 20:06:21
So where is this big taboo that pdocs have against drinking? Love Jan
Posted by Phillipa on September 24, 2006, at 20:36:25
In reply to Re: Can't Take it AnyMore !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Help!! » Phillipa, posted by blueberry on September 24, 2006, at 18:59:37
Blueberry good luck. Wish I had your e-mail to talk to you. Love Jan
Posted by Jost on September 24, 2006, at 20:51:20
In reply to Re: Can't Take it AnyMore !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Help!! » blueberry, posted by SLS on September 24, 2006, at 20:04:21
The following site has a summary of the most recent papers from STAR*D.
In one study, particpants who'd failed in trials of three prior ADs were given Parnate or a combination of venlafaxine and mirtazapine. The results weren't encouraging-- the responses (I assume remission rates) were 7% for Parnate, 14% for the combination, the differences not considered statistically significant. However, improvement on the scale they use was greater for the combination (about 25%) than Parnate (quite low, can't remember, could have been 4%).
They published several papers, but overall, apparently, non-responders don't do well after earlier rounds of the study.
http://69.41.173.145/ww/www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/antidepressants.htmlJost
Posted by SLS on September 24, 2006, at 22:07:42
In reply to Re: Can't Take it AnyMore !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!He, posted by Jost on September 24, 2006, at 20:51:20
> They published several papers, but overall, apparently, non-responders don't do well after earlier rounds of the study.
I guess we are just going to have to do better, then.
TRD is TRD. That's the bad news.
We have the advantage of using many more drugs in different combinations. I wonder how many more people would get well if they were to add low-dose lithium to their treatment (300-600mg). It is the forgotton miracle drug. Lamictal might be an alternative as an augmenting agent. We have a couple of people who found their miracle pill in Lyrica.
Do you see why it becomes such a good idea to bring as many drugs to market as possible, regardless of their similarity? Creating treatments for people with TRD is sometimes evidence-based and sometimes closer to alchemy. Clinical experience has demonstrated that an individual can respond quite disparately to different drugs within a class. The more SSRIs, the better, as long as it doesn't prevent or delay the development of novel drugs. Let the market weed out the duds. I'm amazed that Ludiomil (maprotiline) is still on the market. That's one drug I haven't tried yet. It's supposed to be a piece of crap, but obviously it works great for some people. I hope it stays on the market. It will give me one more ray of hope to keep me going if I near rock-bottom. That's the great thing about this whole thing - uncertainty. You can't be certain how you are going to respond to anything. There is always the chance that you will respond therapeutically to just about anything. That's the good news.
Where did you find the Parnate study?
- Scott
Posted by Phillipa on September 24, 2006, at 22:24:01
In reply to Re: Can't Take it AnyMore ! Bad news - Good news, posted by SLS on September 24, 2006, at 22:07:42
Scott that's the one TCA I took. One time only. For me it made me feel like I was in a dream during sleep. Next day I had to work I was a new nurse and the spaciness was there all day. I didn't need an ad then. I flushed them down the toilet. Love Jan ps so that means it will probably work for you
Posted by SLS on September 24, 2006, at 23:03:12
In reply to Re: Can't Take it AnyMore ! Bad news - Good news » SLS, posted by Phillipa on September 24, 2006, at 22:24:01
> Scott that's the one TCA I took. One time only. For me it made me feel like I was in a dream during sleep. Next day I had to work I was a new nurse and the spaciness was there all day. I didn't need an ad then. I flushed them down the toilet.
So, then, you haven't taken a TCA or a MAOI?
Gosh, you're practically a virgin!
Remember, sometimes the drugs that work best are the ones that make you feel weird when you first start taking them.
You have at least two worlds to explore: TCA and MAOI, and all of the combinations that can be crafted around them.
Since you have demonstrated responsivity to both Paxil and Luvox, I would remain hopeful that you will find another treatment that you will find effective. Somehow, I get the feeling that you have never had much of a coherent treatment plan in place. I don't doubt that you could revisit Paxil and recapture a response from it at therapeutic dosages that are higher than the 10mg that you took. I see your options increasing in number as we speak. So, now we know that there are a bunch of drugs that you have yet to try at therapeutic dosages for 4-6 weeks. This isn't meant to confuse you any more than you already are as it is to give you real reasons to have hope. Even if Emsam isn't the right drug for you, there are many options available to you, including adding drugs to the Emsam before giving up on it.
To me, it looks like we are dealing with MDD and GAD. Is this correct?
If it is, I would move to Nardil after Emsam.
By the way, why do you find Emsam more attractive than Nardil?
- Scott
Posted by notfred on September 24, 2006, at 23:26:27
In reply to Re: Can't Take it AnyMore ! Bad news - Good news » Phillipa, posted by SLS on September 24, 2006, at 23:03:12
> So, then, you haven't taken a TCA or a MAOI?
>Both are often considered more successful at treating more significant depressions and TRD.
> Gosh, you're practically a virgin!
Indeed there are lots of options; it does not seem many big guns have been tried yet.
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