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Posted by crazychickuk on June 12, 2004, at 7:29:04
I am balling my eyes out for lots of reason, i want my life back ffs!! been going on for 4 years now, no one is listening to me, last night i chucked every single medication i own in the BIN !! i gave my freind my valium and my mirtazipan to give to me when i need it, i am so afraid that i am gonna do something, ya know!! my daughter needs me :o she got no one else, i cant cope with this any more, i dont wanna bother my doctor no more, i dont see a physc cus she signed me over to mind, (befreinder) but i havent got one yet, i am curently taking 30mg remeron at night have been for a year, i am fat, i am lonely and i am ugly, my panick attacks are daily about 3 a day, sometimes they can last for a week, and i got this sudden urge to cut myself might make me feel better? i havent but i want to, grrrrrrrr .
thanks for listening
Posted by crazychickuk on June 12, 2004, at 7:32:36
In reply to JUST CANT STOP CRYING, posted by crazychickuk on June 12, 2004, at 7:29:04
> I am balling my eyes out for lots of reason, i want my life back ffs!! been going on for 4 years now, no one is listening to me, last night i chucked every single medication i own in the BIN !! i gave my freind my valium and my mirtazipan to give to me when i need it, i am so afraid that i am gonna do something, ya know!! my daughter needs me :o she got no one else, i cant cope with this any more, i dont wanna bother my doctor no more, i dont see a physc cus she signed me over to mind, (befreinder) but i havent got one yet, i am curently taking 30mg remeron at night have been for a year, i am fat, i am lonely and i am ugly, my panick attacks are daily about 3 a day, sometimes they can last for a week, and i got this sudden urge to cut myself might make me feel better? i havent but i want to, grrrrrrrr .
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> thanks for listeningalso to top it all of, i cant go out, i cant even have a shower or a bath cus i am afraid of drowning or having a heart attack or something :-(
help
Posted by Cherrie73 on June 12, 2004, at 8:17:50
In reply to JUST CANT STOP CRYING, posted by crazychickuk on June 12, 2004, at 7:29:04
I was exactly the same way about a year ago. I was desperate to see a dr so that i wouldnt do something silly, i rang a 24 hr mental health hotline in the end as i could not get an appointment with a dr. They were an absolute savior for me, i called them many times just to have someone listen to me and be sympathetic, they got me an appointment with a psych too. I am in australia so i dont know if you have access to something like that in the UK, but definitely worth a look into.
I sincerely hope that you find a way through this bad time.
Alison
Posted by partlycloudy on June 12, 2004, at 9:21:22
In reply to JUST CANT STOP CRYING, posted by crazychickuk on June 12, 2004, at 7:29:04
Hello crazychickuk. Please don't stop your meds when you're in such a desperate state of mind. Look in your phone book for a freephone help line - you don't have to leave the house, just talk to someone.
You're not alone.
Your meds will help you through this, as will coming here. Don't be afraid of calling your doctor; get someone out on call if needed. That is exactly what they are there for, to help people. Stop and put the kettle on. Grab a box of tissues and keep crying; it all needs to come out and even though you can't stop now, you will be able to eventually.
(You didn't go to Greece with your family, did you? Are they there now or are you alone?)
(((((crazychickuk))))
Posted by shadows721 on June 12, 2004, at 16:41:58
In reply to JUST CANT STOP CRYING, posted by crazychickuk on June 12, 2004, at 7:29:04
CrazychickUk,
I feel your depression and anxiety is getting worse. You need to get to a hospital, since you are feeling not safe with yourself.
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