Posted by crazychickuk on June 12, 2004, at 7:32:36
In reply to JUST CANT STOP CRYING, posted by crazychickuk on June 12, 2004, at 7:29:04
> I am balling my eyes out for lots of reason, i want my life back ffs!! been going on for 4 years now, no one is listening to me, last night i chucked every single medication i own in the BIN !! i gave my freind my valium and my mirtazipan to give to me when i need it, i am so afraid that i am gonna do something, ya know!! my daughter needs me :o she got no one else, i cant cope with this any more, i dont wanna bother my doctor no more, i dont see a physc cus she signed me over to mind, (befreinder) but i havent got one yet, i am curently taking 30mg remeron at night have been for a year, i am fat, i am lonely and i am ugly, my panick attacks are daily about 3 a day, sometimes they can last for a week, and i got this sudden urge to cut myself might make me feel better? i havent but i want to, grrrrrrrr .
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> thanks for listeningalso to top it all of, i cant go out, i cant even have a shower or a bath cus i am afraid of drowning or having a heart attack or something :-(
help
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