Posted by ClearSkies on January 15, 2007, at 22:21:22
In reply to Re: what hypomania has done for me. cont'd, posted by ClearSkies on January 7, 2007, at 8:35:30
made me hate my own disorganization
deluded me into thinking that i'm taller, skinnier, and smarter than i really am
caused me to scream horrible untruths at my spouse in black rage
created incredible guilt for above
makes me exhausted and unable to sleep
it really, really makes me want to drink so i can pass out and stop feeling so supercharged
made me doubt my sanity, my judgement, my life decisions so far, my trust in doctors
exaggerated my ocd tendencies (i think that is what has done it)
given me despair that there is any possibility of feeling neutral about anything
taken the gradient out of my life and replaced it with black and white
i hate myself like this. i hate what i do when i'm like this.
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