Posted by ClearSkies on December 11, 2006, at 0:20:23
In reply to whatever, posted by niftydrifty on December 7, 2006, at 23:06:37
> why do you ignore me
> why do you insult me
> why do you mock me
> why do you call me
> why do you bother
> why... whatever!
>
> All you do it hurt me
> all you do is tease me
> And all I want is to know you love me
>
>
> whatever
>
>
> but it really really hurtsWhatever
Is the word de jour. The hand held up in front of our face, You can't hurt me, you can't hurt me. But they do, it can, we hurt plainly just by saying Whatever.
A passive spin on pain. It just doesn't pass for me any more.I can't even say the word now, it speaks of an ability to walk away when in fact I flail, I beat myself with the wooden spoon of self hatred until it splinters upon my backside. Eventually I turn in a rage, No More!! But it just pushes me away. No acknowledgement of pains inflicted, of responsibility borne.
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