Posted by rainbutterfly on October 16, 2006, at 17:42:13
In reply to ugh times ten! shared sentiment of ugh here (nm) » rainbutterfly, posted by zenhussy on October 16, 2006, at 13:05:24
Ugh at that post you made saying ugh x 10.
And ugh at my admittedly lame excuse of blaming the system. Although the UK health service (around here anyway) is in a terrible state, that is not the only reason why I am not currently seeing a full time T.
Part of the reason is that I sitll do not feel I deserve it. I don't want to hurt my DH. The experience I had before with professional help hurt him as well as me. I care for him too much to risk putting him through that again. This is why I haven't seen a T.... why I intend to/ntended to but haven't yet got the £££££££ and ??????? necessary to do so.
Already broken my block.
?? had even more to say. :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
I am sure I will regret all my posts. But I am trying to be less avoidant online.
IRL I am trying too to be less avoidant.
Do I risk a formal block now for not being civil? Shrugs.
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