Posted by Joan797 on July 30, 2006, at 19:49:31
In reply to Ambivalence » Joan797, posted by Declan on July 30, 2006, at 14:39:57
I'd like to pretend that I woke up one day and found myself playing a character part in a bad dream, and therefore had absolutely no choice in the matter of my so called life.
However, I did make this bed. I made choices that I now later regret, but they were my choices all the same.
You know, I keep recalling the horrific fight we had on out honeymoon. And even before that, the multitude of times we broke up before we got married. Those were the clues I CHOSE to ignore.
This is my fault, and the realization of that is somehow my driving force to stay put. I did this to myself, so therefore, I deserve what I get.