Posted by Susan47 on March 8, 2006, at 11:57:26
somebody tell me why, why am I in this abysmal place, why can't I get out, how do you survive this hell, what the hell is the point of going on where di you get the strength to continue when it's meaningless, the only meaning is .. letting yourself down, over and over and over again, it's how dark my mind is, the dark is engulfing, reaching and winning, winning over and over and over again, and I drown in the morass of pain, failing everyone and everything, there is nothing absolutely nothing left, not even the tiniest little spark, nothing is alive in here, everything is dead.
poster:Susan47
thread:617469
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