You Should See Me Now

Posted by AdaGrace on August 10, 2005, at 17:48:09

I'm a mess.
You did this.
I did this.
We let this happen,
but YOU are the one who stopped.
You should see me now,
I'm horribly insane,
can't call it a nervous breakdown after a whole year has gone by, guess we just can call it insanity.
You should hear me cry at night when everyone else is asleep.
You should see my tears that fall in the car on the way home everyday.
You should see me tremble when I wake up at night from yet another dream of you.
You should really look at what you have created.
But yeah, I know, you don't care.
I keep smacking my forhead and trying to remind myself of that. Guess it just isn't sinking in.
You should see me.
You really should.
But you don't.
Wasn't that my point on last year's letter?

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