Posted by Susan47 on July 19, 2005, at 21:38:38
In reply to Re: What the Hell, it's just Life, isn't it... » cockeyed, posted by Susan47 on July 11, 2005, at 23:24:48
I don't think it was worth it to come out of my slumbering state.
Because the pain of being without someone special, is just too much.
Knowing, suddenly knowing, what others actually have and what I don't and never did.
Knowing how rare it is to have that kind of loving feeling for someone, and the specialness of it, the potential for that is there, and it has nowhere to go, and who knows if it'll ever be felt for anyone else ever again. I don't know. Because maybe, perhaps it was all illusory ... a wicked jest by some master pulling strings. I, the puppet.
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