Posted by leslieamy8 on June 24, 2005, at 9:11:01
Things are so hectic
Everyone around me is falling apart
All have arms wide open for that supportive hug that I so desperately desire
I am drowning in a sea of other peoples overwhelming fears and anxietys that swells and churns with the force of a thousand hurricanes
I have pulled everyone to saftey
The hand that I reach out goes unnoticed
--------------------------------------------------My mind races with thoughts of what could have been
My heart aches for the love from a mother never felt
The child in me reaches out desperately trying to engage the attention of a grown up "savior"
Evil runs through my blood like a deadly poison
Anger brings forth demons better left buried
I must do my all not to awaken the monster
My inner fury unleashed will ruin the lives of all standing near
I live in fear of myself
poster:leslieamy8
thread:517976
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