Posted by TamaraJ on June 3, 2005, at 13:21:19
In reply to depressed last night, posted by PM80 on June 3, 2005, at 9:10:03
((PM80))
OMG, what powerful and telling writing. I didn't think it was possible to put into words that feeling of spiralling into the pit of darkness. Yet, you have captured it so profoundly with your words. I am only sorry that you, and others, have to experience that horrific and gut-wrenching fall. I hope that you will be pulled back up and out into the light very soon.
Tamara
> I fell again last night,
> From the growth I believed to be real.
> I felt so many slippery paradigms,
> So many shifting perspectives,
> That I could not tell my floor from my ceiling
> Or good things from bad.
> All sense of absoluteness
> was sense of a dark finality
> Too horrible to contemplate.
> I did not want to move;
> I did not want to be still.
> I could not tell if the razor edge
> Was cutting serenely into my soul
> Or simply passing through empty air.
> I again fell last night,
> And no one sees the scars I hide.
>
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