Posted by AdaGrace on May 31, 2005, at 7:29:00
This life without you.
It's so very cold.
Black.
Empty.
Cold.Stupid.
So stupid.
I should have been smarter.IQ's for the heart.
Do they have those?Words.
So many words.
So many f*cking lying words.Who gets to hell first?
The one who promisses to love forever?
Or the idiot who gives up everything for the promise?Sins.
So many sins.I'll never be forgiven for all those sins.
People were hurt my my sins..
Yet, I receieved the ultimate punishment.A lifetime of nothingness.
Nothing but memories.
Memories that live in my mind and overpower every other thought and keeps me from functioning.I can't remember to eat.
I can't remember to think.I can only remember to hurt.
why am I still in so much pain?
Ah, yes. Punishment.
Keeps me in line.
Reminds me of why I am bad.
Tells me the wh*re was the one who took over.She will live inside me and nurture herself on my soul.
She likes charred meat.
Good, cause it's burned to a crisp.
Blackened Sole
Blackened Soul
poster:AdaGrace
thread:505696
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