Posted by alexandra_k on May 28, 2005, at 20:56:40
In reply to Re: I just want to cry, posted by sleepygirl on May 27, 2005, at 12:01:21
Thanks :-)
I am trying to be gentle with myself.
I really really am.
I know that I can get quite down if I'm not gentle on myself.
And I can see that I'm pretty fragile at the moment so I need to take special care.
But in taking that special care I still feel like I'm just doing it to 'get through' rather than actually feeling better as a result of it.I guess part of what is hard is that I know I need to take special care of myself now - but I also have a lot of work committments at the moment.
I have told them I had too much on
And lost some of my workload
But it is still pretty high...But the worst thing
The worst thing of all
Is that in the greater scheme of things
(Compared to full time work)
It is minimal work
Very minimal work indeed.
But it is still a bit much for me.
And other people don't get that.
They don't get why I'm struggling
'cause most people would find my current workload
Fairly light and pleasant.
But it is pushing it for me
Really pushing it.But I have no excuse now that I'm cured and all
<sigh>;-)
poster:alexandra_k
thread:503517
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