Posted by happyflower on May 28, 2005, at 8:06:02
Lost Love ( in memory of Jeremy B.)
Our kindered spirts so pure and precious.
Warm summer days of living in the moment.
Tender deep heart connections felt between us.
Innocently dreaming of our future as one.
Leaving me scared of my true feelings.
My ignorance stomped on your heart
leaving us both hurting and lost.
Learning of your sudden death, shook my being.
No second chances to rectify my mistake
Frozen with guilt unable to pay my last respects
So ashamed for avoiding your grieving parents
Feelings to unbearable to accept your last gift.
Someday I hope to forgive myself for losing my love, a connection taht will never fade, that leaves me longing for what could have been.
A love taht will always be a part of me. A love never felt again. A life without you.
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