Posted by Damos on May 12, 2005, at 17:47:27
In reply to Re: of course » Damos, posted by alexandra_k on May 12, 2005, at 1:20:32
Sorry but I beg to differ. Alex I'm not going to embarrass you by telling you depth of feeling that surrounds you. Love, yes love, of a depth, dimension and intensity I don't fully understand and can't and don't want to be able to explain. It just is and it's beautiful.
I think some of us create these incredibly intricate mazes of self defence and 'stuff' that only someone truly special can find a way though because they care enough to be patient and take their time and appreciate the true beauty of the maze and are happy to loose themselves in it because the joy is in the exploration and discovery. They can laugh on arriving at dead ends and needing to retrace their steps and are okay with not knowing what will be at the other side.
I have to believe that there is someone out there who will truly love you, whose lack of need and expectation and happiness just to be, will allow you the possibility to feel loved and to love in return. Know that your posts show an enormous capacity to love whether you see it or not.
Whether you know it or not your also help some of us open the doors to feeling and love within our selves.
Sunny had it soooooo right, we love you Alex.
(((((Alex)))))
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