Posted by AdaGrace on April 28, 2005, at 7:50:18
In reply to 16 More Da ys, posted by AdaGrace on April 14, 2005, at 18:14:15
And I sit here still as devestated as I was last summer when it came to pass that he was with someone else. Still totally devestated and terribly empty.
Noone seems to be able to fill the void in my life that he created.
You have to understand, we talked to each other almost every day for 4 years. Hours at a time, often 3or 4 times a day. It was like a marriage in so may ways.
The emptyness now is being filled with drugs sex and rock and roll, and it's not helping.
I just want to talk to him
I want him to admit to me that he lied when he said he loved me, when he said he would never leave me, when he said he would wait forever for me, when he said I meant more to him than anything else in the world, more than his own life.
How cruel to say those things and not mean them.
How very cruel indeed.
poster:AdaGrace
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