Posted by alexandra_k on April 22, 2005, at 2:10:52
Sometimes I lose time.
And when I come back it can be a little tricky to re-orient myself.
But this time I lost myself.
Security found me in the hospital asking for my p-doc. Nobody had any idea how I got in there. I couldn't remember who I was, not my name or where I lived or what I was supposed to be up to or anything. That has never happened to me before.I was admitted.
I saw my p-doc the next day.
It took a good week for everything to come back. It came back slowly. It was horrible. I would start to feel all conflicted and stuff would start to come back and I would feel awful and push it away and then it would go and round and round. Yuk.
My psyche is so transperent even to me.
Yuk.
He helped me remember
Only to abandon me again.
Yuk.
Yuk.
But I guess it has sunk in now.
And I had a bit of time to process it.
I have to go to sleep now.
Night night
poster:alexandra_k
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