Posted by alexandra_k on April 20, 2005, at 4:46:09
In reply to Re: To Be Wanted (Sexual, warning), posted by Susan47 on April 18, 2005, at 13:48:40
And what would I do without these illusions in my head?
Everyone needs them Susan.
Mostly I think I am not capable of love.
Sustained love.
The warmness and kindness and loving and passion that lasts over time.
I blow hot and cold
Push and pull
I am not niceI don't know
I don't know.
I think it is about needing someone else to feel whole.
Thats the problem.
Because nobody can do that in a sustained fashion.
Just for a time
A brief
Wonderful time
And then the feelings gone
Sometimes it isn't until we get what we think we want that we realise we didn't really want it.
Mmm
Transference
So bittersweet.
And I am raving again.
It is funny Susan
Really really funny
That even when you are writing
That you cannot even write
You are writing so well...
Who is it that said something about paradox making life worthwhile.
Littleone I think.
There is truth to that.
Night night Susan.
Sweet dreams.
Tell us about them tomorrow
:-)
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