Posted by partlycloudy on February 24, 2005, at 8:36:41
In reply to Re: let's do some preparation, pc » crushedout, posted by partlycloudy on February 24, 2005, at 8:27:37
I'm feeling OK but not particularly confident. I have tried this so many times, crushed, and I keep falling down. Sometimes literally. I had a hard time with the anniversary of me falling out of a bar and on my face 2 weeks ago, I keep seeing it in my head. I have dreams that all my teeth are breaking off from falling down.
So I think I need to work on some positive images. Maybe actually cutting and pasting images from a magazine of all the things I'll be able to do if I'm not falling down.
Darn it, I wish I had a social life. This is tough being alone. My husband is supportive, but I only get drunk when he is out of town on business (he knows this). When he's home I can usually make it through an evening without sneaking a drink.