Posted by endloseschmerz on October 23, 2003, at 20:14:42
I am an 18 year old user of various amphetamines, my favorite so far being d-amphetamine or sold in the pharmacological market as dexedrine. Ive been using for 2 years ever since i tried a few at the age of 16 because i red on the internet the positive effects it could yield. I immediately felt better then i had ever in my entire life, it was like i was on top of the world. I had a really bad childhood situation with a lot of emotional tension with my parents and abuse, as well as being surrounded by drug abuse. So for me amphetamine was relief from the mental anguish that seemed to attack out of nowhere and not even because of anything i thought of, i just always felt hopeless and like i could never be happy. As I am typing this, i have taken 80mg of dexedrine insufflated, and I still have a cigarette pack celophane wrapping full of 80 more tablets, they are 10mg a piece. I am wondering if anyone knows the highest anyone has gone with amphetamines and died, like the highest dose, because the highest i ever went was 220mg of adderal, and i still survived. Amphetamine addiction and dependence is an insane cycle of intense happyness and intense depression and it can destroy a person over the years.
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