Posted by baseball55 on July 19, 2018, at 17:46:50
In reply to Re: Are you okay scott? » baseball55, posted by SLS on July 18, 2018, at 8:56:38
Yes . I have been in that vegetative state. Parnate was the only thing that helped. Also abilify (but the weight gain was insane). I think others always have the urge to suggest ways to "snap out of it," even when none of that worked for us.
One difference, I think, between you and I is that I would "snap out of it" enough to get agitated and consumed with suicidal plans. I tried twice to kill myself and spent months in psych wards. But in those periods, I was able to talk and reach out.
I've been okay with only short-lived episodes of severe depression over the last four years. And I forget, sometimes, just how horrible it was and how hopeless I felt.
I just get concerned when you say things like you did in an earlier post (can't recall your exact words, but something about how you had to accept that this misery would be all you could expect(?))
These are the kind of thoughts that lead to suicide and I hope you don't kill yourself.
Are you ever suicidal?
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