Posted by alexandra_k on March 4, 2016, at 1:02:36
In reply to Re: Dr Bob?? » alexandra_k, posted by ClearSkies on March 3, 2016, at 15:56:08
hmm... i think i was losing it, a little.
i got this really weird thing... i felt afraid that we had been taken over. maybe by north korea... something... something like that. like how you make a city state a puppet to minimise unrest. like that was what had happened...
red dots everywhere. red circles. 'one'...
and then this idea of different colors... for different classes of people or something like that.
orange is for cleaners and groundskeepers... yellow... the next rung up... something like that... something going on...
there is this cycle way around the city... about wide enough to drive a tank along, i think. high lighting... i think it would be possible to erect a mighty great barbed wire fence overnight... to take out the bridges... to basically lock off the city...
the trains are weird... there is no route map in the station... i can navigate trains in sydney etc okay but not here... online... things seem variable... changing...
i have been feeling a bit better since class started this week... really was terrified before that... went to stay with a friend for a few days... kept thinking that drones were listening in... computer systems being taken over... one... one password for everything...
i still think something like this may be happening. i worry that these buildings have resonance keys... that one could pump the key over loudspeaker and the whole building... a bunch of buildings in the city would go down...
and some weird smells in the city... some people smell weird. we don't normally smell those people... they... don't make it. or they... are imprisoned because they really aren't quite right... the smell of evil... i was smelling that about the place... i think maybe we are taking prisoners and getting them working construction in orange... i think... something something something...
i'm feeling pretty stressed, i guess, because i feel like a lot is riding on my performance this semester.... and it is... and i'm scared...
my classes are all really interesting and i feel like the teachers want me to do well, which means a lot... i can only do the best i can do, i guess...
the homeless people are getting upset here. i guess because their homes are being bulldozed as the new high rises go up. it's all cheap accommodation. they market it as 'student accommodation' because that sounds nicer... but it is basically the cheapest and nastiest accommodation it is possible to construct. shared rooms, even. floors of people sharing bathrooms and kitchen facilities etc. horrible... or apartments that are clearly going to get people packing into them like that... we've became... the cheapest place... western society place... to send your kids... or whatever...
i don't know.. it is hard to tell..
i remember orientation always used to be about the non-students, really. i loved orientation when i was a high school kid. we would go party at the uni in the evenings. and people who aren't students... they go hang out at the events. contribute to the noise etc. dunedin... they are saying that the majority of noisy and unruly and criminal people... they aren't students. they are just attracted to the students. to the university.
part of the problme is the drinking age being 18. so university students can all drink. and so drink they mostly do...
anyway...
i guess the more i talk about stuff like this... the safter i feel... because people will look into things if things go wrong... if i go missing or my building falls down or whatever.
the building here is weird... i don't know if it is building management here or what... but there were posters of RA's (for example) and people... start pushing push pins through their eyes or gouging out their eyes or mouths or whatever... i find it really horrible. creepy. you can say 'kids being kids' as much as you like... there is something twisted and disturbed about it that... sickens me. that people would do that... who live in my building. i don't understand.
university students?
i don't think so... i don't think university students would do such a thing....
'equity'. and somehow... that's the kind of thing university students would do... i don't understand.
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