Posted by baseball55 on May 8, 2015, at 20:39:07
I have been okay for over three years and stopped parnate two years ago, maybe more. But over the past several weeks, I have been falling into this deep depression, so deep I feel tormented by thoughts of suicide and can't see how I can possibly go on.
I am lost here. I no longer have a therapist. I see a p-doc once ever three months or so. I saw him last week and went back on parnate. We'll see how that goes.
I don't know where to turn. I don't feel I can talk to friends about this, because I am in too much distress. I don't want to burden my daughter. I am recently divorced and can't talk to (not that I ever could talk to) my ex-husband.
What do I do? I feel totally cut off and without help.
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