Posted by alexandra_k on December 13, 2013, at 16:13:25
In reply to Re: damn, posted by alexandra_k on December 13, 2013, at 15:43:55
alarms. help you focus. because they prevent the thought-interrupting devices (people yapping). most people freeze / startle. (unless they panic and reactively flight). the person who initiates decisive action is probably worth following / paying attention to.
i think this is a wonderful case of things going right. of technology and our purposes coming into alignment.
i find alarms to be... peaceful. a calm part of me wakes up. i can think.
pain does a similar thing. pushing through heavy squats focuses the mind, rather. over-tiredness... i think one can learn. i need to better utilize / manage myself... objectively i function best when i feel subjectively a little sleep deprived. i... need a way of better pinpointing the degree of sleep deprivation (aka how many hours of sleep is best for me). i get lost in the subjectivity. sigh. oversleep feel depression / sluggish as a base...
gym today. didn't go this week. longest time since... i first joined, like, 5 years ago. endorphins yeah!
couple hours work this afternoon... and i'd like a walk through the domain early evening... life is good, yeah.
my supervisor didn't come to conference because he is sick, apparently. hasn't been in the department, either. i... can't ever remember him not coming into the department because he was sick. of missing anything. of being sick.
it just occurred to me last night: maybe he is seriously sick. like. dead or something. really sick. ouch. i am worried... i... please don't die. not yet.
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