Posted by Phil on October 20, 2013, at 21:34:54
In reply to Re: Poetry $2, posted by Partlycloudy on October 20, 2013, at 18:43:34
Bad judgement. Couple of bad posts after a pretty good record for ten years? Thanks for taking that into consideration after all of us have put up with Lou for tens of thousands of posts sometimes putting peoples lives at stake. I get ONE.
I do have a mental illness and I'm living it right now. The grass ain't so green where I'm at so remember where you're at. Don't take it personally.
Do you never flip out from time to time? So tell me, how many times have you seen me do this. I've had two blocks in my history here both over Lou.Maybe something is wrong..no, screw him he's an *ssh*l*. No I'm not and I never have been.
I do but edit a lot of posts. Sometimes I don't and I pay the price. But I see the hostility goes both ways. Except, believe it or not, mine was triggered by something my doc and I haven't worked out yet. I try. You jumped.
This has happened online to me before and I'm horrified when I realize it. I didn't read any of the posts above because I knew I probably screwed up. If I wrote it an hour later it would have been different.
**Who's permission do I need to get sick** and why do I have to write something negative to even get a response? A passionate, angry response. I feel like a kid getting a spanking because he has pneumonia.
I have flashes where I'll write something like this and then wonder what I was thinking. I don't know. I don't know. I posted the poem from another forum and didn't address my mistake. Read my other 15000 posts and show me ONE like this. Is that all you've got for me? Is that a compassionate choice or just reading into it what you want, don't ask because of course, this was all about you. You know better.
I sincerely apologize to you and all who posted. I'm sorry. I was wrong. No matter how this appears, this is a biological quirk that I don't understand. I've taken more meds than anyone on this board for thirty years. I will make mistakes. Sorry PC, I didn't mean to hurt anyone.We cannot solve our problems with the same thinking we used when we created them.
Albert Einstein
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