Posted by SLS on May 16, 2013, at 0:36:43
In reply to i hate people, posted by no rose garden on May 15, 2013, at 20:38:06
> I just found out that my only 2 friends here have a crush on each other (well...at least one way for sure, but i think the other one does too)...but they can't do anything b/c it's not appropriate (age and workwise). I had a huge crush on the guy beore...and I don't like this at all..I'm jealous and I hate both of them now, but they're my only 2 friends. I don't understand why nobody has a crush on me ever. I think i'll be alone forever and everybody will always hate me. I'm weird and i'm a horrible communicator. I shouldn't even be allowed to be around anybody. :/
I'm sorry that you are having such a difficult time. That is a heartbreaking predicament that you find yourself in.
I have no magically transformative advice for you, but I appreciate how you feel.
I think you communicated yourself quite well here.
I think I understand the hurt, frustration, and anger in the words that you direct at yourself as self-loathing. Maybe today is just a particularly bad day? I don't know. I doubt the world would be better were you to quarantine yourself from it.
- ScottSome see things as they are and ask why.
I dream of things that never were and ask why not.- George Bernard Shaw
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