Posted by Cass on May 28, 2010, at 22:57:44
In reply to Re: I have a strong longing for family » Cass, posted by Deneb on May 28, 2010, at 20:55:40
Thanks, you guys. Sometimes it's really scary to be sick and alone. I'm afraid of what the future might hold. I don't have any children. Who would take care of me? My husband was one of the most caring men you could imagine. He liked to take care of me, not that I always felt vulnerable and dependent, he knew I could be strong and he respected that about me. To have a man like that in your life is precious. Lately, I just want to escape and travel and be away. I can't do that right now. I'm too sick. I do have a trip to MN coming up next month which I'm looking forward to. But you know what I think a lot about? The cocktails I'll be ordering!! I drink too much lately. I take pills I could probably do without. I guess I shouldn't dwell on the negative. I do have caring friends, and you guys are really caring, too. I appreciate you support so much. It really makes me feel better.
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