Posted by Cass on May 28, 2010, at 1:53:19
I'm ill; I'm being treated for pneumonia. Right now I have such a strong sense of vulnerability. My husband died not long ago. He loved me and would've taken care of me. I have wonderful friends. I'm so lucky in that respect. They care about me a lot, and I care about them. But I just feel like being loved and cared for very, very deeply, like only family can. I never really had that from any family member, ever, except from my husband. I long for love and caring. I need to feel supported by someone stronger than myself. It's hard. I have many siblings, but because we were so neglected and unloved as children, we all have our various psychological problems. They can't offer me what I need. I dream of having what I need. I dream.
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