Posted by Deneb on September 27, 2008, at 23:35:49
In reply to Re: Bad thoughts ***trigger*** » Deneb, posted by 10derHeart on September 27, 2008, at 21:59:11
Thanks for your post 10der. It was really useful.
I think for the most part I don't want to die. I mean, I'm eating healthy for a reason right? Persumably because I want to live a long life.
I just scare myself sometimes.
I'm impulsive.
I've OD'd several times, 3 non serious, 1 serious.
I bought a rope to hang myself with once.
I've never actually been truly suicidal tho, that's the weird thing.
I'm been upset and OD'd. I didn't study and I OD'd. I got blocked and got upset and bought a rope. I got a needs improvement comment at work and I cut myself.
I'd hate to think what I'd do if I were actually suicidal.
It isn't that hard for me to OD too. I just get upset and impulsive and I just do it.
If I ever kill myself, it'd probably be an accident. I've never actually been truly suicidal.
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