Posted by Sky Brite Line on August 1, 2008, at 0:31:15
In reply to Re: Rather be dead....., posted by sdb on July 31, 2008, at 17:39:42
there just some tension going on again - its me....I can act the most sane person, but when you leave me by myself i will go Nuts
********'the more some people are focusing on themselves the more it is likely that they will have bad feelings'******************
-thats it......I always moniter, my posture, stance, walk, because if i dont. It look horrible. Its kinda like self-improving but looking at all the negatives..
why???? mmm because i look odd just thinking about things. Its this danm asperger's
I have had severe mood swings, bad suicdal thoughts before. But you know what? i just kept on....i may be the most weakest or something but there has got to be more than just adapting to life.
Its just why is this still on my shoulders? because i threw it off for 2-3 years. It came back bad, kinda like a cloud....
But thank you, alot of time, "sh*t happens" is a term i made up, because stupid and inconvient things happen, just with me they happen on A CONSTANT basis. Part of it is Asperger's. But im adult.....i get over it.
I just said "i rather be dead" with life in general not want to be dead. Im bored with just existance.
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