Posted by seldomseen on September 2, 2007, at 20:25:49
In reply to Re: oh yeah, and my dog is coughing., posted by LlurpsieNoodle on September 2, 2007, at 15:44:13
yeah, I did some retail therapy today and that helped some.
Most of my relationships last about six months +/- a few weeks.
it's so odd, men seem to be so enamored with me at first - clamouring almost, then they just sort of wither away I guess. None of them want to really make that next step with me you know? It's like "good enough to hire, not good enough to marry" you know? I think that is a song lyric.
I try to be good wife material. I'm a good cook, I'm funny, I'm a good listener etc... But it never seems to work out that way for me. I would really like to be a mom.
I've worked through most of my baggage from the past and know that I can carry it myself without making someone else be my bellhop. Besides, after all that therapy it is surprisingly light.
I'm really tired of trying to figure out where things consistently go wrong.
It's not that I'm unhappy by myself - I have a really good life most of the time. I have hobbies that I love, people that care about me - though not as many as before. I'm self-sufficient and am well educated.
I'm not ugly either. Most men find me very attractive - well sexy at least, there is a big difference.
I'm sad, but I'm not suicidal.
I miss Verne.
Thanks for the chocolates.
Seldom.
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