Posted by Existentialist on August 31, 2007, at 19:56:57
Well, I feel like my sanity has been waning over the past year. I'm one of these people who isn't a real person. I don't feel other people, I can't feel or 'see' myself or get a sense of who others are. I'm suprised nobody spots this fact, perhaps they are insane just like me, fake as well, or they would have spotted me, are they stuck in their heads too, or just so tranced out they actually believe 100% they are the identity they play in the social world?
I can't believe I've passed for normal so much of my life. If I threw away my boxes of rambling notes and insane social theory then I'd be just the same as everyone else. It'd be like I vaporized myself if I did that. I live a secret life, no one knows about my intellectual fetishes.
Is it sanity to realize before you were insane and struggle to get it together, or better to go on believing you are the only sane one in a world that seems to have lost it's freaking mind?
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thread:780069
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