Posted by wishingstar on February 1, 2007, at 20:45:34
In reply to Re: I took the job, posted by Honore on February 1, 2007, at 20:22:37
Thanks everyone for your support. :) It's nice to have someone to share the excitement (and other stuff too) with.
I think you're right mair... at least that's what I'm hoping for. I hope that it keeps me busy enough to ward off the worst of the depression. But I'm just afraid it'll backfire. Sometimes when I get overwhelmed I dive head-first into feeling suicidal (or more suicidal anyway). But I'm not going to go in expecting that. Dont want to jinx it.
My one big fear is that this could conflict with seeing Ginny twice a week like I have been. I am NOT ready to cut down to once a week. Not at all. My Tues appt is actually cancelled the first week I'm working, so I guess that's good... good because I wouldnt be going anyway so I'm not missing anything. But I really cant imagine not seeing her Thurs of that week either. The job will be part time and the hours are flexible so I think I can work around it once I settle into the job, but I think the first week may be 8 hour days. I'm not sure. I know it seems dumb - it's only one week - but I'm scared. I HAVE to see her that week. Hopefully the person will call me back and tell me the exact training hours tomorrow and then I'll know for sure.
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