Posted by rjlockhart on October 6, 2006, at 23:43:28 [reposted on October 8, 2006, at 13:45:16 | original URL]
In reply to Re: And I'm confused by something else... » Racer, posted by Phillipa on October 4, 2006, at 23:17:48
Ok, racer. Its not that. Im really taking this in to consideration. I am going to do it, but the plan is it can only be done over a period of time.
I will i have to be on it, with out her knowlage and will, it really can be ugly when she finds out that i have now said she cannot go into the session with her.
She controls my meds, she thinks i cant take them responsibly, I can get my own insurace at my work, but she will then do even more outrages things such as take the keys away and maybe say you not going to work, now that is when i would join the military.
I rather be killed than to be trapped in this situation like this where i would be in absolute control. I would rather be in control of the government than her.
The military would tear my *ss off, but i just stumped here. I wished, well i can work with some people at work to help me get out, i can tell the managers that i need to work full time, GET OUT, and then be on my own. Thats going to be a big time turn.
This is all over some very stupid, an ADHD medication. But am i making such a big deal out of this? is because i cant, it, when i read, even type posts i feel impaired, i have to go walk around the house, drink some water. I cant focus very well at all. Miss the point of what the class is saying.
Maybe this is a good time to get out of my comfort zone, which actually is hindering me from growing.
But there going to be alot of turmoil, conflict, and distress when this happens. So i dont know when i need do this.
My mom is sweet but she still thinks its 1993 im a kid.
Jesus help me.
Matt
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