Posted by llrrrpp on June 18, 2006, at 11:00:08
In reply to Re: Morning ((((((((((((((((((((you)))))))))))))) » llrrrpp, posted by Kath on June 18, 2006, at 9:38:52
thanks for gigantic hug Kath. yeah, nice to know that lots of people have well-wishes. even though I don't deserve it, and I feel like a miserable wretch. As I've said before. I've pretty much given up on me at many points; what keeps me going is my obligations to others, and not wanting to let them down or grieve on my behalf. So, yeah, it helps.
I can't really "feel" hugs, or love or pleasure right now. I've got the anhedonia blues. but i know what they stand for, and even though I can't remember what a nice feeling it is to be hugged, I can appreciate the sentiment (did that make any sense?)
hugs to you too