Posted by rjlockhart on June 1, 2006, at 20:24:38 [reposted on June 3, 2006, at 1:56:39 | original URL]
Larry, anyone,
Listen, i met a friend, well in high school i was a load mouth but didnt make any friends, didnt connect with people. I dont know why.
And it is the same here, now, this person well i consider a mentor, but i dont know what to say, i feel caged in and not knowing what to say, and then it panics me, Xanax doesnt really make me more social.
Listen i really want to thank you guys for being my friends here. I would just go, i would be absolutely insane.
What, can i do about this, see a therpist, something anything to make me extroverted, because i am so freaking closed in, i want to get out. Im 19, i was on stimulants since i was 8 and got off when i was 18, 10 years. It would give me sort of like a stimulantion to talk, but now that im off it, well im trying everyday to be better.
I want to get out and make friends, go to outings, i have before many but i have left. Please tell me social skills will come back.
I notice that alot of times that, i dont respond back, and i need to because what is it worth just posting, if you dont feedback.
I have got alot going on. Please tell me, anyone that reads this, out there, phillipa larry hoover, , heaven, ed, willyee, SLS, anyone! i know all you guys i just want to know that well you are just here through this rough time.
I say something that doesnt really follow up in conversation because sometimes im not listening to much.
Please some feedback
Matt
poster:rjlockhart
thread:652226
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20060527/msgs/652226.html